'The loss of education is the loss of the future itself': Palestinian Children and Educators on Two Years Without Education.

'Our plea is for action, not compassion'.

A young student, twelve, Khan Younis

It has been two years since I was last inside a real classroom. Two years since I heard the school chime at Khawla Bint al-Azwar school, occupied my place and participated actively during my beloved lesson. Occasionally I still vividly remember the sounds and smells: powder from the board, pencil shavings, laughter echoing down the halls. But my learning place was destroyed; it was targeted not long after the hostilities erupted. My textbooks turned to ash, and companions perished.

I was in fifth grade on 7 October: the concluding day I entered the school building. That beginning of the day, alert signals screamed through the halls. Some students wept, others held hands tightly. Our teacher tried to calm us, but even her voice trembled. I remember hoping for a routine day; lessons, intermission, a verse presentation. Instead, that day marked the end of my old life.

Hostilities have claimed innumerable aspects. But the most painful deprivation of all is learning, because that is the loss of the future itself.

Now I dwell alongside my mother and father, siblings and female sibling in a packed refuge in Khan Younis. The tent walls flap in the wind, failing to insulate. We queue for nourishment and hydration. Power is imaginary and seclusion is unavailable. Hope feels fragile.

At darkness, I gaze toward the stars through the holes of my temporary home and question if my peers see the comparable vista. Some message me when they manage, saying they miss school and have kept their previous journals; like valuables from a bygone era. I feel remorseful because I’ve lost all of mine.

I once dreamed of pursuing pedagogy to assist young residents learn, even when life was hard. Now I dream of being a journalist – to compose, to talk and to reveal the world what it signifies to be a young person in Gaza. I want to tell our stories of fear and hunger, but also fortitude. Because even here, amid fatality and debris, our words continue.

When connectivity is available, I endeavor to educate myself via the web. Sometimes, I visit a tiny space where aid workers instruct us mathematics and language. The lessons are short – the power fails or the bombing resumes but in these instances, I feel alive. I remember who I was: the girl who cherished arithmetic and verse, who thought education could transform society.

Conflict has claimed innumerable things; our homes, educational institutions and families. I mourned my family member, his spouse, and their young ones. I forfeited my beautiful city, my previous home, which is only ruins now. But the most painful deprivation of all is learning, because that is the loss of the future itself.

To the global audience, I say this: don’t let our dreams die. Compassion isn't enough, we want action. Young residents are entitled to books, schools and security. Learning is not a luxury, it is a essential privilege. The territory is not just ruins; it is youth who persist in hoping amid unmanned aircraft at darkness. It is my story and I will continue writing, even if my only possessions is a broken pencil and a fragment of ripped sheet.

'Students ask: "Teacher, are you safe?"'.

Naglaa Weshah, 40, instructor in a refugee camp

I have been teaching in the region for a substantial period. Originally in that urban area, then in Deir al-Balah, and presently in al-Bureij camp in the central Gaza Strip. In pre-conflict times, I used to teach six classes of about dozens of learners, nearly 240 young minds keen on education.

Teaching them was my vocation and delight in reality, and I still recall the twinkle in a student’s eyes when a knowledge was acquired; the sort of occasion every teacher strives for.

I always was convinced learning should be dynamic. My teaching space was a zone of recreation, creativity, and movement. We designed geographical illustrations, acted out historical events, and transformed instruction into narratives.

Laughter always permeated the space as inquisitiveness substituted apprehension. Yes, even in earlier times, children in Gaza were always afraid. My classroom was a place of safety but after the seventh, the situation transformed.

My school became a refuge for relatives fleeing the explosives. Shortly after, it was attacked and entirely ruined. There are almost no educational facilities remaining intact in this area now. For two years, nothing has been normal. The hostilities has destroyed every facet of our lives: protection, residences, learning places, dreams. Fear and grief are constant companions.

Numerous of my students are now dead – children who mentioned dreaming of medical professionals, creatives, and instructors. They were deprived even the privilege of living. Those who remain endure starvation, relocation and weariness – and however, they still hold onto the thirst for knowledge.

Occasionally, when the online access allows, I get in touch with a small number of them. They contact inquiring: “How are you, instructor?” We communicate concise phrases, short lessons, tiny sparks of connection amid the chaos. They inquire if circumstances will ever revert to standard. I inform them I don’t know.

Across this territory, teachers, aid workers and non-profits endeavor education in all available spaces: in temporary structures, damaged classrooms, or crowded shelters. Education has become an demonstration of perseverance, a way to say: “We persist.” And provided that we keep acquiring knowledge, we will remain.

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